PAIN PART II
PAIN is the most painful thing you can ever go through. Pain cannot be described but it does have a language, a cry and a voice. I have come to learn that it's not everyone who knows and can recognise the cry of pain. It’s in the depth of you, no words can describe it. We cry when we feel it but in actual fact the tears and the screams are but an understatement of the real pain. We try to reach out, but it's not the shallowness of the connection that we want, it’s the depth of the pain that we need an understanding of, a sympathy of.
It comes in the form of a need to be loved, a need to be comforted, a need for just one person to not say anything but to hold your hand, to hold you in their arms and not allow you to say anything but to be there and be held like a scared little child in the arms of a loving father.
A cry for somebody to fight for you when you have been fighting alone for so long, a cry for somebody to understand what you are trying to communicate deep inside but they don't allow you to say anything but offer to understand even when they really don't.
Pain is the most painful thing; it bores deep in the heart, it cuts deep in the soul, it boils down in the marrow and it pierces through walls of self defence. It leaves the strongest soldier as weak as a child. It’s in moments of pain that you are reduced to nothing, your nakedness is exposed, your walls are broken and you are the most valnerable-hell you offer yourself for nothing because of pain!
I pray that God will raise you just one person that will be patient with you that will notice your pain in your smile, who will hear your cry in your laughter and will hear your screams of pain in your silence.
I pray that your pain will not drive you to give up on life or give up on your dreams and destiny. I really pray that your pain will not cause you to give up on life, push you to take your life or to hurt yourself because sometimes dying seems like a better option.
And most importantly I pray that your pain will not live you bitter and angry; because you cried and nobody heard you, you reached out but nobody had time; people have got no time nowadays. Everything is done in a rush, nobody takes time to know somebody, to understand somebody, to love somebody; nobody just has no time!
I pray that you will spare a little moment, for that person that says 'I love you'. It’s not 'I love you' they mean, it's 'I need you, please pay attention to me, please help me, please hear me, please HELP ME, PLEASE...' I pray that you will hear their silent cry, will see the pain in their soul and the loneliness in their countenance.
Hey, it’s not sex they were looking for but a hug of comfort, it's not booze they wanted but a heart to heart conversation, it's not money they were looking for but your attention and your time. I pray that you please pay attention...
Hi, Pain-full One. May God keep you in your darkest moments, somehow-just miraculously; because it sure looks like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. It takes a miracle for you to come out. Because sometimes no counseling, preaching, nothing seems like it can get you but a miracle!
Xoxo
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